I can honestly say that my anxiety over all of this has subsided for the time being, but whenever I start to think about the actual phone call, a flood of nerves comes rushing in. Today, I accidentally left my phone at home during the afternoon, and I did have a moment of stress thinking, "What if they called while I was gone, and then I have to wait until next week to get it over with?!"
Thankfully, there was no such missed call.
Sorry I have been pretty quiet lately here and in commenting. I have been distracted by a few things lately which I promise to blog about in the near future. I find that my blog is much more engaging when I am free to be transparent about every area in my life even when I'm not sharing ever little detail. Does that make any sense at all?
I hope that your weekend is off to a good start!
I've been praying this isn't something that is on your plate for a long time. Hoping you are just part of the process of asking questions and it will all be over with very soon. I've also been praying for a little break (or something wonderful) for you all soon - it's been a hard year it seems and you have shown such grace. Blessings, Holly
ReplyDeleteIs it possible that they are not going to pursue it any longer? Wouldn't that be great! And yes, it makes total sense that when you can't be transparent it makes it hard to blog. I've so been there. If I have a family situation going on that I don't want to share on my blog, it makes blogging almost impossible. I'm a "wear my heart on my sleeve" kinda person. Hoping things settle down for you very soon :) We miss you!
ReplyDeleteYou and your situation are on my mind a lot lately. I pray this passes quickly. It's certainly undeserved.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the update. Sheesh. I wish it would just be over and done with!!!
ReplyDeleteDon't forget to answer the "what if" question. Yeah...WHAT IF you miss the call? They'll call back. WHAT IF they want to come over to talk? God is in control. I find that when you answer the what if's, they're not so scary!
Now you just got me curious!?!?!
ReplyDeleteI've dealt with CPS personally (as part of my job) and I can tell you from experience that they truly just want to figure out what happened as badly as you do. It's nothing like we see on TV (which was a HUGE relief to me anyway).
ReplyDeleteYou are in my prayers.
love your positive attitude... continued prayers :)
ReplyDeletePraying! And I like what you said about transparency... so true!
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